Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

Nothing constructive to say but sending you strength and hope .

So sorry to read your update ❤️

I'm so sorry

oh gosh what shitty shitty news

Hope someone can be with you - fuck covid risk, I'd come if you were my friend 💖

I am so sorry to read your update, Handhold and a hug from me xx

I’m so, so sorry to see your update. I can’t imagine how you are feeling. I’m holding your hand from afar. x

I am so very sorry OP 💔

Life is so unfair. I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry MumofSpud. Life just really sucks sometimes. Lots of unMNy hugs from me.

Oh how utterly shit, I'm so sorry. Do you have any RL support?

I am so, so sorry my dear. I honestly don't know what to say I'm in tears for you.

He is alive right now. Focus on that and getting through each day right now. I hope you are both getting counselling. I can't even imagine what you are going through but I am wishing you the strength you will need (and I know you will find) to come through this,

Oh what a shit time you're all going through. I'm so sorry the news wasn't better. Sending you love x

Sending love. So sorry - hope you have lots of support x

Really sorry

Beautiful message.

I'm so sorry for the awful news. I don't know what to say either. Cancer is such a devastating illness.

No words, hope you find the strength and support in the weeks and months ahead. If you need to talk about it then reach out ❤

Im so sorry, what unbearable news to have to process.

Is there anyone around in rl to be with you?

Take up anybody’s offers of help while you try to make sense of everything.

Im so sorry that this is happening. Love and strength to you, your DH and your DC.

Thinking of you and sending you strength

I'm so sorry to read your update op!! I'm offering a hand hold! I have no words that could possibly make you feel any better! Just know we are thinking of you and your dh. X

Sending love ❤️

I’m so sorry x

I'm so sorry. Use all your RL and virtual support while you process this x

I'm so so sorry OP, there are just no words for how awful this is.you are in my thoughts tonight 💐

So sorry to read your update. Thinking of you both.