Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

Yet another hand hold from afar.

I'm sorry it isn't good news, please take some time to work through this.

Here if you want to chat

Hand hold here, so sorry to read your update ❤

Will keep you both in my thoughts @MumofSpud - I know there are a couple of threads on MN that will offer you lots of knowledgable support who have been through the same or very similar. I hope you can find them when you have the will. I'm so sorry this has happened to your family xx

Sending huge hugs.. wish I could give them in person ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Hand hold from me, im so sorry you and you DH are going through this. Please try have family or close friends close by xx

So sorry to hearthis (((hugs))). 💔💔💔

❤️

I am so so sorry

I'm so very sorry. You definitely have a virtual hand hold from me, today and for the future.

((((HUG))))

I'm SO sorry. It's not fair!! Sometimes life is an utter bastard.

(((HUGS)))) 🤚🏼 🤚🏼

sending you love & strength xx

@MumofSpud sending you big hugs x

So, so sorry that the news was so awful. Thinking of you and hoping that you’ve got some really good rl support around you. Lean into any help you can.x

I'm so sorry @MumofSpud. Life is awfully unfair sometimes. Big hugs to you and your DH

Thinking of you and sending you strength.

I'm so sorry to hear this MumofSpud. There must be a million thoughts going around in your head and so many emotions.

We're here to listen, squeeze your hand and give you virtual hugs.

Love and hope to you and your Husband.

I am so sorry it was such sad news. I do hope you can get support from family and professionals, bless you all.

@MumofSpud I'm so sorry to read your update, sending you hugs to you and all of your family. Please take care of yourself

I'm so sorry you must feel devastated. I will be thinking of you and your DH this evening, x

I’m so very sorry.
big hugs to you both

Sending love strength and hope to you and your husband and family
And a massive virtual hug

Shit. So sorry

Sorry to read the update . 😞

My sister just recovered from leukaemia, including a sever chest infection and full body crash, organ failure and intensive care. They told us her brain was gone and to say goodbye.

She's recovered now after a year and you would never even know it had happened.

So don't despair. Miracles do happen

I'm so sorry.

Albeit very different, I had this news a few weeks ago about my Dad, it's gut wrenching. Your life changes in a heartbeat.