Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

OP, my deepest sympathies to you and your family. Sending love.

I am so so sorry, thinking of you x

so sorry op,

My sincere condolences to you and yours Mum.

Heartbreaking to read your update OP.

I am so sorry and I hope you can feel my arms reaching out from my PC to give you the biggest hug x

Oh I'm so so sorry. I know there aren't any words that can ever help, but I'm sending you all my love.

Deepest condolences ...

I'm so very sad to read this, just from your few posts I can tell how loved he was and how much your marriage meant to you. Nothing I can say will make you feel better but please look after yourself 💐

I am so sorry. It was so soon. There are no words, sending you the tightest of hand holds and the biggest most gentle hug.

Oh no, I'm actually crying for you. I think it's the use of the word lovely as it tells me so much about you and him x

Oh no, op. Incredibly sorry to hear your update. Un-mumsnetty hugs and love to you and yours.

Oh 😔I have no words. My deepest condolences to you and your family xx

This is heartbreaking. I am so very sorry.

So so sorry for your loss.

Virtual hug from me...

Oh my goodness. I’m so sorry for you loss xx

So sorry for your loss OP.

Just adding my condolences to all the others, @MumofSpud. I have no words for you, so, so, sorry.

So very sorry for your loss xxx

So very sorry Op. What terrible shock - devastating. Hope you are managing and have people to help you through this time. Hope he did not suffer. Very best wishes to you and family.

Such a sad impossible time for you all. Hold on to the thought that he went in peace and no more pain.

I am so sorry to read that your husband has passed away so suddenly.
What devastating news for you and your family.
Sending you my sincere condolences.

So very sorry OP, lots of hugs and hand holding xxx

I’m so sorry. Xx