Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

Sending hugs to you and your children sweetheart

So sorry for the loss of your husband and DCs dad. XxX

Oh op I am so so sorry for your loss. Sending so much love to you and your children x

I am so, so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your family xx

I am so so sorry. I am glad you were able to be with him. I hope that can bring some comfort. Sending lots of love.

I am so sorry, your dear husband has passed! But it’s a comfort to you he did it in the way you said he would of wanted it to be!
life is so unfair at times.
Sending handholds and hugs to you and your family, you are in my thoughts and prayers! 😘💐

I am so very sorry for your loss, absolutely heartbreaking ❤️

Oh love, I’m so so sorry.

So sorry for your loss , I hope in time you take comfort that he died peacefully, and I think you are right on his own terms x

I'm just so sorry sending you love and strength xxx

I am so sorry @MumofSpud - I have no words of comfort, other than to say I am glad you were with him.

take care of yourself

I'm so sorry for your loss. Virtual hand hold and hug.
Thinking of you and your DC ❤️

So very very sorry for your loss

I’m so very sorry to read your update, what a an awful shock but I’m glad it was peaceful. I was with my mum when she passed away after an unexpectedly short battle with cancer, it was a privilege to be with her, but traumatic too - be kind to yourself. Lots of love xx

I’m so sorry for your loss xxx

So sorry for your loss

I am so sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry for your loss OP x

It’s not very often that I really follow a post of this kind on mn, but for some reason I’ve followed yours. So very sorry for your loss, and that it happened so fast. Hoping you can have some chink of comfort from having been with your dh, and that he went peacefully. Much Love

Really sorry to read your update OP 💐😢

I’m so sorry for the loss of your lovely husband. It seems so sudden and I’m sure you are all reeling. Sending so much love to you & your family.

I'm so very sorry @MumofSpud. Thinking about you and your family and sending you love x

So sorry for your loss op, I can’t imagine how you must be feeling. It sounds like he went very peacefully and with you by his side.

So sorry to hear your news. x

I'm so sorry for your loss, sending unmumsnetty hugs xx