Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

I am so very sorry.

I don’t have any words. So sorry for your loss x

I’m so sorry for your loss. X

I'm so very sorry for you loss, sending love for you and your family xx

Oh my gosh @MumofSpud so so fast :( I'm so very sorry this is so wrong life can be so wrong . We are here to listen if you need us. Take care of yourself x

I am so sorry. You have had no time to prepare yourself for this. I hope that you can take some comfort from the fact that he hasn't had a long and painful downhill battle to the end and slipped quietly away with your company. Big hugs.

@MumofSpud I’m sorry for your loss.

I don’t have any words. So sorry for your loss x

Oh gosh I’ve just read this thread and can’t believe it happened so quickly. I’m so sorry this has happened to your family and I’m sending you as much strength to get through this as possible

So very very sorry.
I have been there.
You will come through, just take all the time you need.
sending hugs.

Gosh what an awful shock, I am so so sorry. Sending much love, strength and time to heal xxx ❤

I am so sorry for your loss. 💐💐💐

I’m so sorry.

I'm so sorry to read your sad news. Utterly heartbreaking but I agree it sounds like he went on his own terms and it was peaceful. Sending love

Oh my lovely, I am so terribly sorry for your loss. May you find strength and peace and have people you can lean on.

So sorry for your loss. I’m glad you were with him. I hope it brings you some comfort ❤️

I am so sorry for your loss

I’m so very sorry for your indescribable loss. Xxx

Oh@MumofSpud my heart goes out to you. This is heartbreaking news, I am truly so sorry to read your latest post.

Sending love to you and your children, your husband sounds like a very special person ❤💐

I'm so so sorry

I am so sorry for your loss, what a shock. Sending love to you and your family xxxx

I'm so very very sorry for your loss. Sending love to you all. 💐

I’m so sorry for your loss OP 💐

So sorry OP. 💐

I am so sorry for your loss.