Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

Thoughts and prayers, thinking of you both x

So very sorry to hear your update.

💐

God Bless you & give you strength.. xx

I’m so so sorry.

God bless and sending you thoughts and hand holds 💐

I'm so very sorry.

So very sorry to read your update OP 💐

So sorry to read your update OP, we are all here x

So sorry to read your update @MumofSpud Had a similar conversation once. It's a shock. Be very kind to yourself xx

I am so sorry to hear your update, will keep you and your husband and family in my prayers and thoughts.

Wish we could ease your heartbreak

but come back here at any hour. 🙏🕯🥰

Handhold for you & your family 💙❤️. Take every day as it comes x

I'm so very sorry to read your devastating news. Wishing you and your family strength to get through this awful time ❤

I'm so sorry. Massive hugs.

You and your husband are in my thoughts. I’m sorry to hear your update

Handhold from me too.x

Thoughts and prayers to you and your family, thats heartbreaking to read

Reading each and every post - it's helping
DC are here as well
DH is sleeping on and off
He started being all practical earlier which I couldn't listen to then he just said 'all those places we wanted to go to' (we love travelling and he was lucky enough to get free flights at work) and that broke me a bit.
But I know that so many people have their own experiences so we are not alone

That's so heartbreaking, I cant even imagine

Absolutely heartbreaking reading him say that. Life is far to short and all the good people are the ones that suffer.

im so sorry 😞

Glad your DC are there too. Time enough for practicalities later - one day at a time. It’s good that you are all together. Wish we could take this away from you. Thoughts and love to you all 💙❤️

Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family, lots of love and strength

Sending you love and strength vibes to get through this awful time of processing and disbelief. I am so so sorry. Keep coming back to this thread when you need to, we are here to listen and offer support.

Oh you poor things. I am so very sorry, and send hugs to both of you.

Oh op

I’m so, so sorry