New ninja thread!!

[Becca19962014]

The other one expired and it doesn't look like anyone else has created one! So I get another barn and leslie didn't steal my victory like last time!!!

I guess technically, technically MN won the last one. However, this is MY barn.

Rules:

Feed the ninja owl(s) in the rafters, cake only. Especially me. I get hungry and cannot eat anything other than cake and no yukky healthy stuff in cake.

No discussion at all about yukky healthy food.

Um..

Did I mention I like cake???

We talk about anything and everything, except obviously healthy food.

It's not advisable to try and win the thread and mention another is about to expire because some people use it to cheat.....

I don't really know what to say. But I'm so sorry.

Sorry. I try to keep it all inside and sometimes it just comes out.

I think it's especially bad because of Christmas and how much time we'd be spending together from now on. Also I missed much of last Christmas, we had a falling out and all anyone said to me was "there's always next year" and there isn't.

That's especially shitty Becca. I'm so sorry. We always think we will have more time. It's OK to let it out. I'm afraid I'm just not really in the headspace right now to say anything very useful, is all. Do you want to talk about your godmother? What would you normally do at Christmas? Would you want to do anything to commemorate her or is it better to just try to blank it all out?

I'm not ignoring you.
I just don't know what to say!

That's OK you don't need to say anything. Just know you're surrounded by ninja love.

And cake. Lots of ninja cake.

Ooooo cake....

🍦🍧🍨🍩🎂🍰🍫🍬🍭🍮

Oooo food

Going to attempt sleep now. Dreading it tbh. Sorry for earlier.

No need to apologise.

I hope you managed some sleep

I got delirious and thought I was dying so I wouldn't have been great company! No more medical TV dramas for me for a while

Didn't get much sleep, going to have a rest now. I didn't yesterday and massively struggled last night.

I avoid medical tv now, I've done for quite awhile now. But I have a massive medical phobia now so that's quite a bit different to you!

I hope you have a good rest

Hope you're both feeling better now. And that all other ninjas are doing ok.

Thank you. How are you Bingle?

I got through the scan today, it was difficult though as to do it properly meant it badly effecting my breathing. It was done very quickly though much faster than I expected and only at the front of my neck so not a full scan which I was expecting.

Intending to try and rest this afternoon as exhausted.

I didn't rest the other day and it really effected me being able to get to sleep that night - how stupid does that sound?! I was up 19 hours straight and couldn't sleep, yesterday and today have been a struggle as a result of that. It's odd that just an hour or so of resting can make such a massive difference but it does.

Bodies are so weird and troublesome. Well done for having the scan do you know when you'll get the results?

Results next weekish.

Fingers crossed for you :)

This might raise a smile, DD went to a ‘messy’ party last night. It means they can throw paint, draw on walls etc. They can make as much mess as they want in the confines of this room that looks like a silent witness crime scene. Anyway, the rules were explained to DD how inside the room she can make as much mess as she wants, she walked in and the first thing she did? Spat on the floor!!

What on earth am I raising? What child thinks ‘oh I can make a mess’ I was mortified and her friend’s Mam who arranged the party couldn’t catch her breath for laughing at her spitting and my reaction! Mortified!

nk you're raising a child that'll never give you boredom

I got a bit of rest, not a lot but some. I was going to go out tonight but I think I'll stay in instead. Maybe watch a DVD or read in bed.

I think whatever it is I have growing in my throat was slightly dislodged by the scan - not blaming them at all, but I think it's a bit better now. Am feeling very anxious about it though. I expected a full ultrasound of my neck not just a couple of minutes either side - good in a way but frightening in another. I mean I know there's a problem obviously, everyone does but for it to be that quick was a

Congrats on the win Becca.

Yey!

I won again!!!, horray!!!!!

How are we all?