My husband cheated on me in the emotional sense. They didn't have sex but spent time together with the intention of a relationship, kissed etc.
He wants to give it another go but I'm just not sure I'll ever get past it.
I find myself looking her up, wondering why she was so special that he was willing to give up our marriage and very long term relationship.
He also did things for her, that he would moan at me about or refuse to do for me.
She's very cocky and full of herself - has shown to remorse what so ever. She did know I existent and seemly didn't care and use my husbands vulnerability to her advantage!
It's both parties fault I know, I'm not naive.
It's just left me feeling completely not good enough. Almost like the safe option you know you can go back to.
Has anyone else been through this, does it get better or will this always stick with me?