Morning all!
Sorry for the radio silence, the last few days have just been hectic. Thanks for the new thread @cricketmum84 and for all the support and wise words
@recklessgran that's brilliant! You're fab, you've got this!
Yesterday didn't quite go as expected. There was a lot of arguing before court (him making ridiculous demands and me refusing), we got in front of the judge and he said he would be striking out the application as it had no basis. Great, then his solicitor asked to withdraw it as she feels her client would be prejudiced going forward and the judge agreed, I don't understand these people! She sad her client was desperate for access blah blah blah so the judge is having us back in 3 months with a report from the SW, schools, and confirmation he took part in courses etc. The judge said every parent should have the opportunity to spend time with their children and that STBEXH was willing to take steps to allow that. I'm just stunned. What about the kids, this country is backwards. And breathe!
Anyway, it's happening, on the plus side I'm down 0.8kg. This is my last weigh in before Feb starts so I'll finish with this once in a lifetime loss 
Good luck today everyone!
My stats are:
Starting weight: 102.1kg
Jan target: 93.5kg
Actual Weight: 93.6kg (sooo close)
Loss for this week: 0.8kg
Loss so far: 8.5kg