I see so many threads “oh it’s stopped working” and it’s usually for some blindingly obvious reason- no diet change, pissing around with doses etc.
Ive been on MJ since April 2024, starting weight was somewhere mid 14s. I lost most of it in the first 6mo or so, then it trickled slowly slowly but that was fine- I never got to goal, but I was having the most horrendous time in my personal life and I was so so grateful to be rid of food noise, regardless of what my weight was doing.
I have been plagued all my life. It torments me daily and I’m so so exhausted by it. People talk about food noise and some genuinely get it, but I’m starting to realise the extent of that noise for me is above normal. To have finally had it silenced was life changing. I felt like I could breathe, like I was normal
for once. It gave me brain space to tackle the intensity of my life.
slowly but surely it’s crept back. Quietly, at first. But over the last year it’s reached fever pitch again. Im
pm 15mg, have been for about 8 months so have nowhere to go with it. Ive tried hard to fight it. I’ve regained a stone. So now I feel like shit and look like shit and I’m still paying for the privilege.
im just so exhausted by it. Where do i even go from here? I thought I’d found the holy grail. That id be on it for life but with the cost now too, I can’t see its purpose but also terrified about weaning off, if its this bad now I can’t even imagine how bad it’ll be on nothing.
there must be something to stop this, surely? I actually feel like I can’t go on - and I don’t mean I intend to hurt myself, I just don’t feel like I can enjoy life when my every brain cell is obsessed with what I can eat, when, how much, where. All. The. Time.