SW BMI - 39.6
CW BMI - 33.7
Maybe not as bad as it sounds but I ended up buying 3x 7.5mg pens and now I’m scrambling trying to do maths on what to do next with these pens.
I have moved up the doses as prescribed and did my 2.5mg and then my 5mg and I guess a naive part of me thought 7.5mg would be the dose I’d stick with a little longer as I could always use some additional clicks for a higher dose worse case scenario (the mental gymnastics of this decision in hindsight 🙄). Figured I had some savings and with the more stringent checks & influx of users, I didn’t want to be stuck or caught up in the stress of getting my next order. Just finished my first 7.5mg pen (incl 5th dose) and the food noise is back with a vengeance. It’s gotten to the point where even the hubby commented ‘is your MJ even still working?’ 👀…
Despite what he’s seen in the last couple of days, I haven’t gone TOO crazy with food as I’ve been building quite a good stronghold of better lifestyle changes (still undercutting my TDEE) but I won’t lie either, it’s only been 3 months and I’m not the pilar of strength I’d like to think I am. To add insult to injury I’ve been stalling the last 2 weeks and the scales haven’t really shifted = more (unhealthy) food intake so yeah…
Stark reality has been faced and I realise now that instead of the 10 week stockpile, I’m looking at maybe a 4-8 week reserve depending on how the next pen plays out?
I’m the victim of my own mistakes and it is a bit of a ‘cry me a river’ scenario but I’m really scrambling to figure out how I’ll be navigating the next 2-3 months as I really didn’t want to move up doses quickly unless the worse did happen and the effectiveness of MJ was in play. I’m going back on the TTC journey sooner then I planned originally so need to make these next 2-3 months count to get me in the best possible position as my first full term pregnancy was a bit hellish due to my history of MC and frankly the extra weight didn’t help.
Has anyone ever been a pen ahead and has had to divide the next pen like this? What might be a good dose split / titration? (I’m not opposed to using the 5th dose)
Any advice would be appreciated!