CatOfHate is dead

[selffellatingouroborosofhate]

If I could have taken your cancer, I would.
I would have inhaled it from your lungs into mine,
stored it inside my ribcage,
nestled it next to my fracturing heart.

But cancer is deaf to love's pleading.
Cancer makes no deals.

The vet's needle gave the coup de grâce.
Your heart stopped as I held you.
My heart crumbled into dust.

I am SO sorry. CatOfHate was clearly very much loved 💔

We had fourteen years together, that was most of his life. He was my best friend. I didn't want him to go, but I even more didn't want him to suffer. The house is so empty now.

I wish I could stroke him again.

So Sorry.

I'm so sorry 💐

I am so sorry. The silence they leave behind is utterly heart wrenching 💔

Your poem is very touching. I have had 2 very special cats in my life and a little bit of my spirit died with each of them. Weirdly both my marriages died around the same time that they did.

So sorry they leave a massive hole in our lives, pawprints on your heart forever.

I still miss our soul cat and it’s been over 5 years and we have 4 more cats who I adore.

I’m so sorry for your loss

Oh I’m so sorry for your loss you mentioned him just the other week.

So so sorry Self, it’s devastating when they go. Sending love and hugs 🫂❤️ Would you like to post some of your favourite photos?

So sorry for your loss. They give so much more than they realise.

I am sobbing, so sorry for your loss. My 17 year old soul cat is snoozing in the garden and I dread the time we come to this, a piece of me will die with him.

So sorry for your loss, they take a piece of our heart.

So sorry for your loss

I’m so sorry, they leave such a huge hole don’t they xxx

Very sorry to hear your news. My commiserations 💐

I'd love to, but he had really distinctive markings and it would be rather outing.

I will tell you a bit about who he was.

• He would follow me around the house like a little shadow.
• He sat on my desk next to me when I was working from home.
• When I came home, he came to greet me.
• He would sleep on my bed nearly every night and stay with me when I had a migraine.
• He was really curious about the printer and would come running from wherever he was in the house if he heard it start up, and I had several printouts with claw scratches on because he tried to catch the pages as they emerged.
• He liked sitting on me and would sit on me and purr to tell me he was hungry, but then get offended if I moved him off me so I could feed him.
• He liked catnip and laser pointers.
• He had the softest fur I ever felt and a loud purr.
• He would come running when he heard the toaster pop because he knew he'd get a little butter.

i’m so sorry for your loss. R.I.P x

I am so sorry for your loss. They leave deep paw prints on our hearts.

Awww 🥰 he sounds wonderful. My DBoyCat is a total shadow and sees my bed as his territory (DGirlCat also shadows but a little more subtly from a distance). ❤️❤️❤️ to your wonderful purring gorgeousness xx

He sounds wonderful. So sorry for your loss.

What a lovely word picture you paint! He was really your cat, wasn't he? I'm sorry for the loss of your dear boy. 🤗

That poem. Just right. He sounds like a beautiful boy with such character. I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry ❤️‍🩹 it's so so hard, but you did t right by him
💕

My first morning waking up without him. He used to sleep on the bed with me. When he felt me waking up, he would come for a stroke and to tell me it was breakfast time. If I rolled onto my back, he would lie on top of me and purr.