Cold turkey- help me when I'm tempted

[rainbowdash17]

I'm about to go cold turkey from cocaine.
It's time to! Definitely
My weak points are when I'm tempted to buy some (usually evenings)

Can I message on here when I'm tempted for a pep talk on why I shouldn't & reassurance that it's ok?
I think it would really help me

Do you reckon we can do this?

Cleaning keep up your positive outlook, you WILL beat this whichever route you take. Haven't contacted dealer yet. Need to chat to DH about it. Will let you know how I get on. Right off to bed now, night all

4 weeks! Yay!

Well done serial!! You must feel great!! Any tips on how to do it? Do you think the cravings have got better or worse?

Cravings still intense at times but it's getting easier to wait them out.

Nice one serial! I drank far too much wine last night and had a cheeky line. Very hungover today but still feeling good. No come down or anxiety, just very sore temples

Well done cleaning!!! You really are wonder woman!!
Glad to hear cravings get easier to sit out. Enjoy your Saturdays everyone

Lost are you ok?

No I'm a mess. fell off big style last night. Overwhelming awful come down and finding it hard to function today. Fuck.

don't beat yourself up lost, have a chilled day and look after yourself. It's just a bump in the road

Thankyou. Just trying to go about my day like a very slow shaky robot. Have a family dinner with relatives later. WTF was I thinking. May collapse under the dinner table

Oh lost, you poor thing. You'll feel better soon. Hang on in there.

Lost so sorry, poor you. This feeling is just temporary, you will feel better in a few hours. Try not to think too much just do stuff. Sending lots of loving understanding thoughts

Also try to eat something and drink some water.

You are an amazing woman, don't forget that ❤️

You are all so lovely and kind. Have a good day you lot x

Got and Spun how are you both?

Hi flat, I've been lurking and reading but couldn't bring myself to post. Well I went to a&e on Wednesday, had a phone call from the hospital Thursday afternoon to say they couldn't fit me in for a scan till Monday. Five days is an awful long time to wait when you don't truly know if you've miscarried or not. Although I'm sure I have now, as Thursday afternoon I had a sharp pain followed by a gush of blood, since then the bleeding has tapered off to little more than spotting, but it is constant. No pain though.

Yesterday I wanted to fall off the wagon. I scrabbled around for enough funds but couldn't manage it, which I suppose is a good thing. I just want to be able to forget about it all if even for a couple of hours.

Oh Spun you are being so brave, it all sounds really hard for you. I feel awful moaning that I felt ill when you're dealing with all this
I'm annoyed on your behalf really that you've had to wait so long to get some answers. Take care of yourself. The white stuff won't help so keep strong, I know it's difficult.

Please feel free to post on here whatever you want to say. We're not here to judge.

Spun, 5 days of waiting must be awful.

Lost - how are you feeling now?

A bit better thanks. Haven't crawled under a stone yet..

Hope everyone's feeling strong for some Saturday night surfing, defeating any baddies on the way with harpoons and the like.

Just going to put my game face on for this meal then collapse when I get home.

Spun, sorry you are going through this. I am also aghast it's taking so long to confirm what's going on. It's so tempting to want to block it out, but as lost said it will really only make you feel a whole lot worse in the long run. Though obviously we are definitely not here to judge, so just keep in touch. Really hope the next few days pass quickly for you.

Lost well done for getting through the day, the chemicals in your brain will be rebalancing a bit more now. Hope family meal is bearable, try to not slope under the table

Anyone noticed we are not in active anymore? I wonder why?

It's cos we're bad girls!!

Am coming out of my lurgy, however feel a line today would kill me. At 4 weeks the cravings still come but I know they're temporary iyswim. Still hard though.

Don't think the urge will ever leave me.