Both of my parents have died in the past few weeks and I am having awful dreams, recreating their deaths in wierd situations and dreaming of others dying.
A couple of nights ago I dreamt that my Mum's hospital bed was in my sister's classroom (she's a teacher) and that the physics teacher wanted Mum out as he had a parents evening. During all of this my poor Mum was slipping away from us. Then all of a sudden we are back in the hospital and the nurse takes some of Mum's blood and then takes some of her own, at which point the nurse has a massive bleed and basically explodes.
Last night I dreamt that one of my sisters had been stabbed in the back whilst out at a club and was crtitically ill, but also walking around saying that she was fine.
It's getting to the point I'm scared to sleep, although I am exhausted and just want some reassurance that this'll ease soon. I feel like I'm going crazy. I have a two year old that needs me to be able to care for her but I feel useless.