Another load of regulars seem to have fekked off again.

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Thunderduck

Beanieb

TrillianAstra

Flatcap

I haven't been posting much lately and I did miss the end of the Daily Mail debate.

So, I come back after some time away - and its all gone funny. I guess lots of people have namechanged ...

Or did Boldies actually happen?

my sentiments exactly, that's why i try not to let people taking the piss get me down either

hope things get better for you always

thanks Custy - well they can't get much worse can they???

well it's pretty shit thats for sure. whats the latest?

nothing more that my updates on the thread.

SHort version, he was seen this morning by doctor, will be seen again next week (what he told me), still being assessed (all I got out of the ward staff when I rang). He's on some sort of medication and he sounded more "normal" today.

DS's are coping ok - would have coped better this evening if I hadn't totally lost the plot with DS1 and yelled at him and made me cry. I'm going from just feeling like I've done my shoulder in again (like when I tried to get rid of that pampas grass earlier this year) and the whole thing being surreal and wondering if it really happened, through to not being able to sleep because every time I close my eyes "feeling" like I'm back there on Tuesday morning - and everything in between.

Been a shock being thrown back into "single" parenthood again. Was hard last year and I knew it was coming having to deal with the boys on my own, long lonely evenings etc etc, but it's much harder when I'm still trying to get my head around what happened on Tuesday.

god. its a terrible terrible thing.

mail me if you want to talk ever. in a couple of weeks it will be old news to a lot of people, but its with you forever - so don't be shy about it

Thanks - I've added your email to my list of lovely MNers who have said "email me if you want" but don't be offended if I don't - I have a list of about 10 MNers that said the same thing to me last year and I never got round to emailing them, not to mention the dozens of CATs I got as well

Thankfully I remember from last year there while most people my crap and bizarre life there was a few that stuck around. Once the current thread is full I shall start a new, less dramatically titled and less shocking title and just keep blethering away. Possibly to myself most of the time - but it kept me sane last year talking to myself on here so guess it can't hurt to do it again.

mumsnet is great for that isn't it! so much support and a few women

few good women i meant

and my 2nd paragraph should read

"from last there that while most people stopped reading about.......there were"

no it shouldn't say that either - oh ykwim.

i getcha

its late am offski

g'nite

night

alfa (I know you don't like it but you haven't picked a new name from the many that I thought up for you ) - am that something bad has happened and am instantly off to find out what - sorry not to have seen before!

Thunderduck is currently masquerading as a marsupial.

I'm sorry thumb - once you find my thread (not hard to miss -it's in chat - alarming title - disturbing content) you'll understand why name changes have been one of the last things on my mind

absolutely mate! I've just sat and read the whole thread and posted there. Sorry for previous flippancy now! but perhaps it adds a bit of normality?

just replied to you on there. But yes you're right it does add a bit of normality. Though I'm not really sure what that is at the moment.

Trillian went and got herself a soddin job. Bloody rude if you ask me.

Psychomum is buying vases of twigs n wallpaper n stuff

She had cut right back before the holiday though I liked her out of work and on all the time

Does anybody know if susiecutiebananas still posts? Changed name perhaps? I was thinking about her yesterday whilst washing up. Rock n roll me.

Flame and anybody else please feel free to join me on my new forum

oy! That's my best mates you're talking about there, MamaG!