I've got a special night planned with new partner in a couple of weeks. It's his birthday and I want to spoil him and blow his mind 
but I'm lacking a bit in confidence having come out of a long sexless marriage.
We've only spent a few nights together and so we're still getting to know each other sexually (after a shaky start it's all lovely) but one thing he's said he'd love is for me to masturbate while he watches. Trouble is I've never really been able to masturbate to orgasm, I've come to rely on my trusty bullet too much 
so I don't quite know how best to deliver on his request and I don't really want to ask him too many questions in advance because I want to surprise him on the night!
So ideas anyone? I'm curious what Is appealing to a man about watching a woman masturbate (I guess because watching him wank would do nothing for me). Is it about seeing me bring myself to orgasm in which case using the bullet would be ok? Would it be enough if I touch myself whilst I'm on top? I defo wouldn't be comfortable with a wide legs akimbo thing with him sat on a chair eating popcorn type scenario 
. The only clues he's given as to why he likes the idea is that it shows a 'deep level of trust' and he finds the idea 'erotic'. Suggestions welcome and would appreciate a male view too.