This guy I have known for 10 years sent me a follow request on Instagram two days ago then I think he deleted it because when I clicked on the notification the follow request wasn't there. When we first met 10 years ago we said we found each other attractive and we kissed once but then he disappeared because he thought that I wanted to get back with my ex boyfriend who he also knew. Me and that ex boyfriend didn't get back together but that ex boyfriend loved me for a very long time. Sadly that ex boyfriend passed away last year and this guy knows about that. This guy reconnected with me last year by sending me a message on Facebook. He apologised for disappearing ten years ago and explained why that happened. After a few months of sending each other messages and talking on video calls and sending each other photos and videos of ourselves we told each other that our feelings for each other had come back. We met up in person once and he stayed over at my house for a few days. He helped me with housework and cooked us a meal while he was at my house. We were intimate with each other very quickly while he was at my house. We kissed and gave each other oral sex but we didn't have full intercourse because we couldn't physically do it. After that he kept changing his mind about wanting to be in a relationship with me to wanting to be friends . It was long distance because we don't live near each other. He said he is a damaged person because he has been in lots of toxic relationships and hasn't had a relationship for years. When he first contacted me he told me that a relationship was a no go and that if I kept trying to have a discussion with him about us having a relationship with each other he would block me. In the end last March he told me that he thought I wasn't putting enough effort in to seeing him and wasn't speaking to him as much and he told me that he was getting on with his life and only wanted to be around people who put an effort in to seeing him. He invited a woman who he said was just a female friend to stay with him . He is homeless and lives in a tent and she stayed in his tent and in a hotel with him for 2 weeks. We had told each other that we were in love with each other and after everything we had been through this made me feel very hurt and betrayed. I don't know if they were intimate with each other or if they had a relationship with each other or not. I got very angry and told him that my ex who passed away last year never let any other women stay over with him and that he loved me for thirteen years. I also told him that a woman doesn't stay over with a man for that long if she is just his friend. When I mentioned my ex he said he was sick of telling me that he isn't him and said maybe I should have spent more time with my ex before he passed away. Then he said he was blocking me because he wanted peace and said goodbye and good luck. What do you think about all of this and why do you think he blocked me and why did he send the follow request 2 days ago then delete it?. Could he possibly still be in love with me and he got anxious and nervous thinking I might reject him then deleted the request?. Or do you think there is another reason?. I am 42 years old and he is 50 years old