Found out DH messaged a prostitute/ casual meet up for sex. I am devastated. I checked his phone last night, something wasn't sitting right with me and found the messages. I totally lost it. He contacted prostitutes four years when I was on holiday with our children and swore blind that it was only out of curiosity.
We are both mid 40s, three teens and been together 27 years.
He has wanted more intimacy but my health has not been great and he works very long hours so I wasn't feeling connected to him.
My heart is racing, I'm awake all night. There's nobody I can talk to in real life as I'm embarrassed.