He claimed to love me, want a future, we were making plans to move in together. First man in my life I trusted and believed. We had a holiday booked in a few weeks. Then he went cold. Said he didn’t know what he wanted. Needed space and time to figure it out. Work was stressful. Agreed to give him space. Found him on a dating app as something didn’t feel right so I went looking. He pleaded with me to give him time, he was on the app after we argued a few weeks ago but he wasn’t looking. He was distraught he’d hurt me. Then later after a few home truths from my side, he said he didn’t feel enough for me and he wanted time and didn’t want me waiting for him.
I am crushed. It hurts so, so deep.
I want to move on and forget about it but the pain is too much and I’m struggling.
Help.