I’ve written this post as an outlet, I’ve also written it for support and the hope that my story and experiences will help anyone going through the same thing to get help and be free.
I’ve written this lost in diary form, starting from today.
I will add how our relationship started, the things we went through and all the rest of it gradually.
The incident took place yesterday, it is still very raw. But if it’s raw it might help just one person become free, so here goes.
Diary of a beaten mummy;
Day 1; it all feels very surreal. I can only see out if one eye. My other eye is completely black and purple, it has a lump the size of a plum on it that has filled with fluid.
My nose is still very swollen and disfigured, it too is covered in bruises and is pretty purple, it had been broken with a head butt from my boyfriend.
My beautiful daughter (age 6) has been very well behaved, she’s been pretty much by my side all day. Not wanting for much, telling me I am still pretty “even doh your eyes is like that”.
I keep having thoughts about him, how we met, how close we were, how I can’t believe now I will have to create a life without him. It’s all so fresh, I’m even worried about him being in custody, will he be ok ?
I know I shouldn’t, but I’m human.
But I will not give in to these feelings, I will not speak to him ever again.