Why am I so pathetic? Boyfriend buying online pics

[Sadhoot]

I just found DP asking for nude pics from a girl he knew in his home town. She did not respond, he sent 2 messages. He was offering money.

I confronted him about it and he said he just wanted to see them as she had done nude modelling before and he couldn't find her photos online I don't understand why this is important to him, there are plenty of naked women online FOR FREE. He apologised and said he knew what he did was wrong. Then why do it, dipshit???

I feel so hurt and like an absolute mug because I feel like I can't just end a relationship over some stupid messages? We've been together for a long time and trying for a baby - there are fertility issues in the mix.

For fuck's sake. I'm also ill and in bed and really don't have the strength to deal with this.

I don't know what to do. I'm so, so sad.

[SpongeWorthy]

@CatsAndEyeliner

Totally agree with *@DeeCeeCherry* about Sunken Costs.

Just because you have a history doesn’t mean it makes any sense at all to have a future.

What a creep.

This. What a fucking creep. Please stop trying to have a baby with him now you know who he really is.

[AlwaysCheddar]

Leave him.

[Sadhoot]

We have one bed and a 2 seater sofa that even I don't fit on properly. There nowhere else for either of us to sleep.

I'm dreading bedtime

[SpongeWorthy]

@Sadhoot

We have one bed and a 2 seater sofa that even I don't fit on properly. There nowhere else for either of us to sleep.

I'm dreading bedtime

Well he needs to sleep on the fucking sofa, you get the bed.