I've posted before under a different name about my h being abusive on a one off when I was pregnant. I thought that it was 50/50 blame even though the majority posts on here said to leave him.
Tonight he raped me. Then tried to pretend it didn't happen, even though I know, and he knew what he was doing. I've just chucked him out but my children are asleep upstairs. My mum says not to call the police and I agree but really need someone to talk to. Is anyone awake and reading this? Sorry to be a pain, there will be no updates but I need someone to speak to.