Better thank you Pig
Funeral was on Monday and I feel more peaceful about everything now, still sad obviously but not on edge anymore. Anxiety meds help when I need them (beta blockers so only use when necessary) do overall I feel back in control, mostly anyway 
How's everything with you? Anyone else still here and if so let us know how you are? Feel like we need to keep our little team together so we're here if Wind needs us.