Ive been on here before. Several times, seeking help and advice. Each time Ive received it. Each time, Ive lived on in denial.
Last night he grabbed me from my throat, and his fist was inches away from my face. DD (2.5) slept moments away in the next room. He pushed me out of the room and my head banged into the wall. I vomited with shock and because my throat choked from where he had grabbed me. He called me a whore continuously. I cried all night. This morning he woke up and said i want you gone by the time i come back, or I will smash your face.
I am at university here, so I cannot move from this city. Im in the process of finding accomodation from the university. If they cant do anything, I'll go to a refuge. Anywhere to get out of here.
I havnt told my mum. I lost my dad in may this year, and I just cant share it with her just yet.
I just need someone to hold my hand I suppose.
Really heartbroken and need a shoulder.