hello, this is my first post on here.
I am aware MN is a platform for every kind of subject there is, and I'm also aware that this post may be seen as insensitive to some ladies who are going through MC/ struggling to conceive, so I do sincerely apologise.
I found out around a week ago that I am pregnant, (estimated 5wks ish) I wasn't planning a baby nor was i being purposefully careless. I won't go into the ins and outs of why I have ended up in this situation but I do ask you not to jump the gun and think I'm silly and using termination as a form of contraception as that's certainly not the case.
I'm not a child, I'm in my mid 20s and have a good job etc. I've been in a very volatile relationship for two years, which ended just prior to me finding out about the pregnancy. We've spoken and both have decided it's in our best interest and that of what we've created that we don't carry on with the pregnancy. I'm sure of my decision yet it's affecting me emotionally. I'm scared of how I'm going to feel and what the experience is going to do to me as a person. I have my first consultation tomorrow - has anyone been through this, someone that can give me a little insight?
Again I am sorry for the upset this may cause some MNrs, but I really need somebody to talk with.
Thanks so much