I'm 8 weeks pregnant and a complete mess.
I have severe nausea and occasional vomiting. I am averse to basically everything. Even my little boy makes me feel sick. My own smell is hideous. I cry at the thought of even needing a wee as it makes me feel so unwell. My home smells revolting to me and my husband disgusts me. I've been like this for over 3 weeks now.
I'm signed off work but am just not coping. I'm about to try my 4th set of anti sickness meds as none have touched it. All I do is lie in bed and retch and cry.
I feel like such a useless pathetic lump - I know women have it much worse than I do and manage, but I just don't know if I can do this anymore.
I can't try anything ginger as that makes me feel sick even when not pregnant. I didn't have anything like this when I was pregnant with my son.
Work are not sympathetic and are pushing for access for my medical records even though they have fit notes from my GP. I'm on SSP and am worried about bills next month.
I'm seriously considering an abortion. I hate myself for it.