Goodmorning................beautiful morning.........outside these walls. Awoken by my baby bluetits, can watch the first one hovering on the edge of the box trying to get out, or at least thinking about leaving home for the first time, its so sweet. Thomas has coughed coughed all night poor thing, thats two weeks now, will have to start him on antibiotics today, though if its viral its not going to help.Dread seeing H this morning, usually I am the one to say sorry, but I am not this time as I just did not do anything wrong, I keep making excuses because of his illness, but its not fair. Supposed to be going away tomorrow for two days, Chelsea and the theatre, and I would truly rather now stay here with the kids............what do you do?