For some reason I can't add to the original..
Well I've just had some more news (not literally right this second, but yesterday).
The pc in charge has thoroughly checked this out and, because i'm over 16 and because it happened in another country, it has to go to trial there (i.e. not here). Pc guy was going to tell them today to, basically, come over here and arrest him and not to pass it on to them as they can't actually do anything.
Things seem to be going from bad to worse, the flashbacks are back too, despite over a month 'break' (I was still getting nightmares).
I really don't know what to do. Part of me really wants him to pay for what he did to me and to stop it happening to someone else, but, and it is a big but, I don't think I can do it. To have to see him is one thing, to have to talk about it is yet another, but to have to go back to where it happened is another situation all together. I'm holding on to the fact he might plead guilty given the evidence against him but let's face it, what kind of bloke would do that??
Help!