I have just thrown my long term boyfriend out we have been together 10 years during the realtionship it has been abusive and violent I have been made to feel it was my fault however during the past month I have started realising i'm not in the wrong
anyway all month I have been throwing him out only to ring him up to come back
Tonight I have done it and he has been gone almost 2 hours I'm so scared I'll ring him or start worrying where he is
please please help me