Thank you so much
honestly - i know its very scared before your first colonoscopy
A nurse held my hand - they have a whole team in there - they really will look after you
Tbh in a weird way i found it semi fascinating waiting on the monitor and listening and i did ask questions
Mines tues early afternoon
Im not having any high fibre from today - cutting fibre 5 - 6 days earlier
I had a laugh with them on the phone yesterday about how my prep was graded excellent last time - im aiming 4 same grade 4 my peace of mind...
Awaiting the letter and instructions in post
I have jumbo paper straws
Im guna buy plastic straws too
As they feel different / better with the horrible mixture
I will put mixture in fridge as minimises some of the vile taste
White bread - white pasta - plain crackers etc 4 me from thurs
Lemon squash etc ...
The prep is worse than the actual thing
Some people have no pain.
It hurt me the higher / deeper they got last time - which is even more concerning now i have serious upper gi and left lobe liver issues
They rang yest 4 next week and i took the first they offered - i just want it done tbh
Honestly though - many people walk away with a diagnosis and no polyps.
Those that do have bowel polyps - many are not cancer.
Your qfit is not that high - pretty sure u said u had a qfit thats under 30 ... score..
Correct me if im wrong
Not too nervous 4 private liver mri fri - more nervous re results - theyll be by next Wednesday/ thurs....
Taking piriton with me fri as contast with mri is a contrast i havent had b4
I react to a lot.
Honestly tho - after your first colonoscopy - youll understandably be less scared in future - incase u have any after / any surveillance ones
Writing is one of my fav methods of comms and helps me process
Without meaning to sound a negative ninny - given the size n status of what they found in me last time - mentally im expecting them to find 1 or 2 polyps - then theyll be removed and biopsiesed
Its the biopsy wait i dont like
Might be an hr away from a train to beach
Just guna look at train times
Distract your brain
Try not to worry
Most people get wind after
I neeed3d day after to just sit and be and relax and process