I?m on bay number 2 so I?m well aware that I?m going to need all my energy and strength to my baby out (due any day now), but I?m feeling very low about it all.
We?ve had a run of bad luck lately, friends and family have been saying New Year new start, things will start to look up and get better, but it?s not turning out that way. I am terrified something bad will happen and that I will end up with (another) traumatic birth?