I am in such a bad state I don't know how to get out.
As soon as I am alone I cry, at night I can't sleep for crying.
I have bulimia and self harm issues.
I will be getting therapy but I don't know how to survive from day to day, week to week.
All too much.
How do you know when you are going completely loopy? Will I know before it is too late?
I get suicidal as well.