You seem like your doing a great job with two toddlers and a baby - well done you. I have a boy 4 and girl 7, I work 3 days which has been a struggle recently.
I got a fantastic book from amazon called CBT for Dummies - gets good reviews, perhaps you could give that a go?
Still haven't decided whether I am going to take the new AD (Dosulepin) tonight, so anxious about the side effects! The mirtazapine that I was on made the anxiety worse! Wasn't that bothered before!
I seem to have a fuzzy head on or off the AD, Dr said it was anxiety!
I have CBT every Tuesday and this Tuesday at 2.00 I am going for an assessment at a therapy place (counsellor referred me!). They give free reflexology, acupunture, massage , meditation, counselling, therapies etc...., they will assess what will be good for anxiety / depression! Will let you know!
You have a good weekend, let me know how you are.