had a bad slump and been struggling all day to drag my sorry arse out of it

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it started lastnight.first one ive had in a long time which has left me uncapable of doing anything except sitting.i looked at some family photos from a few years ago and since then my mind has been thick black.ive got a hairdressers appointment tomorrow that i cant even be bothered with and i was really looking forward to it when i booked it.
i dont know what i expect from writing this i just wanted to write it down.feel free to ignore me.i dont care anyway

You're doing great most days.
That means you're allowed some off days too. Try not to worry about it, tomorrow (as scarlet says) is another day.

thanks

hope today is a better day, keep strong x

Oh, cvq, I think it's ok to have a bad day every now and then. It's not nice, I know, but try not to be so hard on yourself.

You will get your hair done tomorrow, won't you? Even if you don't feel like it, it might be a good thing to do.

got a bit of sleep but still feel crappy.maybe ill just hide today

Noooo you can hide before you have your hair done, but pleeeease go and have it done. You'll feel so much better both for your new look and for plucking up the courage to go.
What time is the appointment?

10.30 L is coming to get j to take him to babygroup.

DId you get your hair done?

i went and your right it has made me feel a little better

Very pleased. Hope you have a good night.

tomorrows a new day chick xxx

it is and hopefully will be even better than today!

cvq......u ok?

im ok.feeling much better today.weve spent the day with a friend.she bought her little one a paddling pool which j has loved todayam on the up!

Oh thats good glad to hear youre feeling better - are you thinking of getting j a paddling pool? there was some on special offer in tesco if you were.

this one had a shade over the top so we just moved it round when the sun moved.i think it was an early learning centre one?

ive got some money left from the £30 i was given so i think i might do

they are good ones with the shade, are you pleased with your hair? glad you are feeling ok x

im actually feeling great todayj slept through until 7 this morningso ive had loads of sleep!!

im going to venture into town tomorrow and see if i can get him a pool of his own.it might help him to get over his fear of grass

my eldest ds was scared of grass !

glad you slept well - sleep is a good thing- especially for little ones and their mum lol,better be quick and make the most of this sun....im in mancs and its gorgeous today.

its a cool 17degrees here today but no way am i going out there again today after my sunburn yesterday

ohhh no is it bad sunburn?? natural yoghurt takes the sting away ...... still hot and muggy in sunny oldham today lol

its not so bad today.still red but not that sore.ive managed to wear my sandals today

make the most of it with the weather so unpredictable itll be wellies next week lol