Hey I didn’t know where to put this but in simple terms I’m losing my mind here !
my 8 year olds behaviour is driving me insane . She makes me cry every single day. I’ve been told it’s possible PDA but it feels like she literally has it in for me like I’m being bullied . She’ll keep at me and keep going until I go mad and shout and scream which results in me sitting up feeling guilty or her carrying on until I’m sobbing . I never use to be like this but she is ruining the family . Every morning she wakes up angry . I’ve tried all the books I’ve tried to change my approach to asking in the ‘pda way’ it makes no difference . All day is you’re an idiot , you stupid fat liar . She’s no better with my family I take her to my mums and she is the same there . Like I thought things would’ve got easier as she got older it’s getting worse and it’s getting me down . I just don’t want to be here anymore when this is all life is . All I wanted was to be a mum and now my child is breaking me . I’m sick of all the people saying imagine how she must be feeling . Well she is sat laughing at me every time like I’m a joke . She is definitely not being deprived . I give her all my time , I buy her stuff , we do days out . I just don’t get where things are going wrong .