Just had a really bad week and then the worse weekend in a long time.

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I have had enough but don't have any energy to change things.

My kids are all fighting amongst themselves.

I feel like my AD's dose needs to be upped but also that maybe it is just because my period is due.

I haven't slept well all week and I am just so tired all the time. I even took a pg test at 6 one morning.

And now my daughter has wet herself because we asked her to put some toys away.

I don't expect any replies. I just wanted it out of my system.

Just wanted to post a big dollop of sympathy for you. You sound tired and fed up, you poor soul. Can you install the kids in front of the TV for a while and have yourself a bit of peace?

Didn't want this to be ignored itati.
Try to get appointment for GP asap and discuss whether you need to have your AD's upped.
Have you got any support -family, friends near by who could have the Kids for a couple of hours to give you a break?

Kids are in bed now.

Just making cheese on toast for tea.

No family and inlaws are not any use at dealing with depression. I have 2 friends and tbh I am sure both are fed up of me.

I asked my MIL to have the kids yesterday afternoon but FIL texted back she was busy all weekend doing flowers.

Sorry you're feeling so low. Do try to get yourself a GP appointment tomorrow, and don't be hard on yourself. I hope you have a restful night.