Im struggling most days, Im preg, due in aug, with 4 kids youngest 6 months, not planned to be preg again had pnd since dd was 7 weeks old, everyday is a battle but I thought I was finally getting there but I now know I have a along way to go, I have got no family near by and dh works 6 days a week, to top it all im chucking up none stop all day. lost weight not that I didnt need to.Havent told anyone in rl about me being preg so post on due aug thread, and post natal thread, but it seems that not only do I not really have any rl friemnds but no cyber ones either, no one seems to acknowledge my posts so Im gonna stop posting. I feel so miserable , ill and lonely and yes I have been to docs , so many times in fact that they have threatened to strike me off.