I am 23 yo have an 8 Mo single - dad is no where to be found and doesn’t even know what she looks like but I won’t get into that, live at home cannot get work even though I really want to due to childcare issues mum is downsizing in a matter of days & cannot bring me with her I honestly and contemplating leaving baby at home and just disappearing it will be doing everyone and including her a favour where can I even begin to make life better it is completely impossible with NO help the only help my mum could / does offer is housing but now that’s not possible either she is not able to help out so I can work. On top of that I don’t drive either so I have absolutely fucking nothing useful to my name. I just honestly am embarrassed useless and think everyone would be better off without me including my kid. I’ve even considered giving her up for her sake because I know she would be better provided for