I’m starting to realise that even my therapist dislikes me now that she has got to know me.
I think there is something fundamentally rotten inside me that she can see and that is really upsetting me because I don’t try to be odious.
I’m in two minds about whether to stop seeing her as I have already stopped seeing my psychiatrist for the same reason.
Maybe I just have to accept that everyone can see I am evil and give up trying.