Hi I am 17 and I want to move to California when I turn 18, I am starting a digital marketing journey that hopefully will land me a job and I'll be able to move with an income to pursue acting and writing. Only lately I have submitted my situation to a bunch of subreddits and half of them told me that I will never make it and that it would be better to just give up, now I consider myself a pretty emotionally strong guy, but constantly everytime I take a look at thing and they seems overwhelming, therefore I started journaling and meditation, and they surely work yet I still need