This is going to be a self indulgent whinge. I have completely had enough. I have ptsd which is currently making my miserable life unbearable, the medication I take doesn't seem to make any difference anymore. I haven't slept for weeks, I look and feel like utter shite. The kids are suffering because of my complete inability to function.
The gp knows how much I'm struggling but I guess there's nothing they can do.
[* Post edited by MNHQ to remove reference to suicide method]. I can not see a way out of this at all. Oh and to top it off, I have just failed a uni assignment, another failure to add to the list.