Desperate to feel better. I'm so anxious and also depressed. Also taking citaopram (have been on for many years, at highest dose), and propanalol and lorazepam prn. I've been on the mirtazapine just over 3 weeks - 2 weeks at 15mg and 10 days at 30mg. I don't feel any better - some brighter days but some much worse ones too. I know everyone responds differently but I'm feeling beyond hopeless at the moment. Please any words of encouragement appreciated.