Im so exhausted,feeling sick exhausted,feeling very dizzy exhausted,all confused exhausted.ive not slept a full nights sleep in over 11 years,my son has severe Autism and barely sleeps,its got worst as hes got older,hes on every medication he can be on.Every thing has beem tried.He copes well on two or three hours at the most every night.im not coping,finding myself unable to concentrate,feel shaky,weepy,and unable to drive.
I sometimes wish i would just die so i wouldnt need to live this miserable existence. Ive no joy,every day is a repeat of the previous day,hard work on constant vigilance to keep him safe.
Its 5.30am ive had one hours sleep in between running all over the house after him.