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Tired of living this way

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Moxxi · 20/06/2021 16:48

Hello everyone sorry if I have posted here before. I am 26 years old, female, 5ft 7inch and weigh 85kg (slightly overweight but used to weigh 107kg last August)

Since I can remember I have had a fast resting heart rate, it reads at about 101 resting and between 120-130 when I'm up and about around the house. I haven't felt physically unwell with it but I'm aware of it and it causes huge anxiety for me. I am absolutely terrified I'm going to die suddenly or at a young age or develop heart failure. Yesterday I was say at the dining table and my heart rate was reading 116 but I was just say quietly doing nothing, thinking about random stuff.

I do suffer from terrible anxiety and I'm on the lost for CBT for that.

My cardiologist prescribed me a beta blocker in January after I ended up in hospital because my HR was 172 at rest. They couldn't find anything wrong other that my heart beats fast - sinus tachycardia. I had a heart scan which came back fine and my 24hr ECG was fine again, showed a fast heart. The beta blocker has reduced my heart rate but only slightly and still goes high when I'm doing stuff.

In February last year I decided I would start walking everyday for half an hour to try and get a bit healthy and my stamina has definitely improved. This week (4days ago) I signed up to the gym and I have gone everyday since, my aim is to reduce my resting heart rate.

I'm absolutely terrified it will NEVER go down even if I do a lot of cardio.
My mum has a fast heart as is also on beta blockers but she is overweight and doesn't exercise at all.

Please does anyone suffer the same or have any advice? I'm getting tired of living this way.

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Sarahlou63 · 20/06/2021 16:52

You got a lot of good advice when you posted about this recently. What more do you hope to achieve?

Moxxi · 20/06/2021 19:13

It's an awful thing I'm living with, I'm scared, I don't know what to do.. The Dr's tell me I'm ok but how can I be ok with a high heart rate all the time. Various websites say I'm going to die young so why aren't they helping me?

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Dillydollydingdong · 20/06/2021 19:22

I've got a similar condition - fast heart rate (I think it's called atrial fibrillation). And heart failure, which sounds scary but isn't. I went to the gp with shortness of breath and got sent to A&E in an ambulance! The hospital prescribed a beta blocker, a diuretic, and something for blood pressure. I don't get any more problems, and I bet loads of people get this. It might be you panicking that sends your heart rate up. Try not to think about it.

Spied · 20/06/2021 19:27

Long term stress and anxiety will have a huge effect on your hr.
Your body is in a state of stress even if you think you were calmly sitting at the dining table you weren't otherwise you wouldn't have been checking your pulse at the same time!
I've been there and it's horrible.
I don't believe your hr will go down until you address this crippling anxiety.

Moxxi · 20/06/2021 20:21

Oh wow, that's definitely good to know. I'm on the waiting.list for CBT. It starts on the 17th of July. I really hope it helps me. I'm so scared :(

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Sarahlou63 · 20/06/2021 22:09

While you're waiting for your CBT to start, it will help to read this guide;

www.health.harvard.edu/heart-health/calm-your-anxious-heart

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