how did i get here?

[Bertolli]

i saw a photo of myself on-line at dh works do recently and was pretty gutted. Thought i had looked pretty good at the time, but seeing myself next to all these vibrant skinny pretty girls i just looked tired and a bit on the heavy side. of course these women dont have kids, and i have 2 young ones which i totally adore.. it's just i didn't see myself as that girl in the photo.. Am cross with myself that this is all based on what i look like. GRR

Hampshire.
i can get into london in about an hour and a half at non- rush hour times... and have places to stay over if i do... i just never do really! daft apeth...
do you ever go and visit people? get eveening time out?

Yes. How did I go from that slim beauty my husband fell in love with, to this? I hate catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror now. I look grey instead of vibrant, plump instead of slender. And my hair? Always back in a messy bun, instead of long blonde curls.

Sadly, he looks fitter, healthier and more handsome than ever, 14 years on. But me?

I look like I was chewed up by a combine harvester.

SSN -

theres not a positive angle in sight there m'dear... he still finds you atractive doesnt he? im sure youre being hard on yourself unnecessarily.

well yes once in a while. 30mins to marylebone. But it do take effort at the end of the day after all the childcare.

listen, gotta go hubs nagging to switch off! also he is trying to read this eek! catch u later hopefully

'always look on the bright side of life...'

night

Night guys!

I shall try whistle that tune too!