Anyone else dread them? obviously I don't have to join them but it feels rude to effectively not show up to meet someone (lock down equivalent)
I'm already suicidal and in a mess due to MH issues and not coping with trying to exist/work/parent atm.
Looming calls cast a shadow over my days. I just don't want to be seen or have heat everyone talking over one another or to have everyone looking at me if I speak.
I feel the same way about group WA chats most of the time but this is 10times worse. My introverted side is so very clear !
I've got a job using video all day (and was the same pre covid) so I'm well used to it - I just hate it socially.