I've been to my gp today, as my depression is back with a vengeance. He prescribed capsules 20mg. I've called the surgery to request tablets instead, as I want to be able to take half a one first for a few days to minimise side effects. I suffer with health anxiety and Emetophobia and I know I'll go to pieces if I feel nauseous etc. He said tablets aren't available and liquid is too expensive.
I've looked online and tablets of 20 mg are listed, but maybe it's a local thing.
To be honest it was the shortest, coldest consultation I've ever had. I was in there for about two minutes. I don't have the confidence to stand up for myself.
I've been feeling suicidal and now just feel worse and don't see any point in even trying these. I can't face going back to see a different doctor. Just leaving the house is a massive issue at the moment. Also I'd be waiting at least two weeks to see another doctor. I felt a bit more positive once I'd made this appointment, but it all feels a waste of time.
Does anyone take tablets rather than capsules? Also is there a lower dose to start on?