And to add to my post for those people who are thinking about taking their own life please remember this, The road to heaven is very dark, you may think that its your only option but please take each day as a new step in life, ofcourse you think about your loved ones but take a minute to think about yourself, because when you do it you become a statistic you have let the world win, if you dont then you are a survivor.
If your ancestors done what you are thinking about doing then you simply wouldnt be here, your life as an existance comes before debt, career, money and politics, its completely priceless so you simply should not give in to these things instead consider yourself a survivor and show the world that mental health is a illness.
Please do not give up hope, the fact your reading this is a sign that you are becoming a survivor, but we really need people like you to help others see the other side and try to reduce suicides until there is none at all, there is simply no way this world can say that there is a x% of suicides per year, this should simply be none.
And remember its not your fault, its not anyones fault of who ever ends there life, its simply because help is not seeked, because they wont be belevied or as some call it "a cry for help", people who think that the world see it as a cry for help simply take there own lives just to show everyone that they meant it, unfortunately there is no turning back and the only way of turning this around is to become a survivor.
Mental health is an epidemic and everyone is very different, but the world needs you to change this, you are the vaccine, you are the pill and you now have a purpose.
Kevin