I’ve always suffered from severe PMT (PMDD) I’m on 20mg of citalopram for depression which stemmed from a close bereavement 3 years ago.
I’m staying on them because I suffer with PMDD and originally it improved that quite a bit.
But for the last year it’s not been helping.
For a long time I’ve been putting it down to it ‘just being in my head’ and perhaps I was ‘expecting’ to start my period and have the placebo effect of PMDD or maybe it was just a one of and it will go away.
Except I’m having my worst month every.
The very second I stop ovulating my mood crashes. I hate my husband, my kids can’t get anything right (to be honest all they do is fight and nag me anyway) and I feel depressed horrible ugly and hateful.
I don’t want to increase my citalopram because you’re supposed to decrease AD’s over time not increase!
I was wondering if a different brand might help?
Any experience out there?
My GP who supported me throughout my bereavement, going on antidepressants and handling my PMDD has now had a big promotion and has left the practice. I’m gutted because she was amazing.
FWIW I also have counselling and do mindfulness but nothing stops those hormones dropping.