Adult who has teenage thoughts.

[RadiatorBlues]

I just wish i was dead.
I am pathetic and a failure.
I hate everybody.
A simpletons thoughts. I despise myself for my disgusting useless futile worthless existence. i wish i was dead.

Are you under any medical supervision?

Have you told your family or a GP of your thoughts?

Are you on medication?

Are you responsible for children?

Can you make an appointment to see your GP as a matter of urgency?

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